I'M NOT HIDING FROM ANYONE I SWEAR.




that's a lie . hokayz .

.....just give yourself the benefit of the doubt and assume it isn't you .


as for my absence from... everywhere .

hereeeeeeees your explanations :

Gaia : I'll come back i swear . i just need a little .... long... break from it . i got into a whole buncha life-chaos , then omg . yeah . okay . i... totally need away from Gaia for a while . i do believe that with 6xxxbillion people at ipersona it'll run smoothly without me for the time being . i hope . i haven 't checked yet because asdfjkl; it 's impossible to find shit in the b/c if you 're not logged in and subscribed to something .
(lolitsnotlikeihaveanythingtocontributeun fortunatelyT_T;; nowaiamiastalentedasthosepeople)
anyway if it's not you can send me an email (to my aol address preferably)
I really do miss my friends there . but Lord help me I just can't stand Gaia anymore . I'll totally come back later once I've got over my bad self . I'm just...wow . just not into it . Tried getting back into it. can't. so just.
let me roast a little longer . not safe to eat yet .
if for some odd reason you feel the need to contact me ~ again , there's e-mail . as listed on my gaia , yus . the aol one 's the only one i check anymore ><

oekaki: Well. Actually. I'm there. on DH anyways. So. yeah. But my break was for life-chaos n such n such

dA : Um yeah. About that.
all new artwork will go here ---
i'll just leave what I have here, here though.
so if someone who neglects capital letters and abuses spaces starts favin ' you , that ' s me.

half the time i'm on dA is when i'm brain dead so i can't function right and therefore abuse my spaces and neglect my capitals
for teh shizxlez


Anywhere else: .... does anyone anywhere else even know I have a dA? prolly not. So I won't worry about you.

soiloveyouokaynow
youcannoteme on b-s plx or email me @aolololojljaljfa;

yeah if you were cool you'd know it D|

but. none of that's important.
this is.

HARLEQUIN. HARLE. MINTYMAILUV. YOU -->
the one with the platypus head and the jetaru and the sk1llz and the ya.

IF YOU ARE STILL ALIVE PLEASE CONTACT ME SOMEWAY. I DON'T CARE HOW.

SECRETLY IS FINE LMAOLMAOLMAO. nosriusly. if you're playing dead, that's cool. I just. I wanna know.

YOU'RE LIKE MY FAVORITE PERSON AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH
i don 't suspect you of avoiding me or anything . if you are , i 'm... sorry? ):
IN ANY CASE . I need to know how you are .
Because contrary to popular belief , no news is BAD news .
I'M SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU I COULD PUKE RIGHT NOW .
but i 'm not going to because that 's nasty. >3>;;;

yeah. i 'm just really worried is all. D:
I know this all sounds purple and frou-frou and sappy drama vomit but i 'm being totally serious .
i don 't know you irl , so. y 'know . i mean i 'm cool with that and all . yay. long - distance buddies. i 've already told you how much i love my internet friends . especially you .
but there 's no way i can keep checks on you to make sure you 're safe .
hell i don 't even know if you 're ALIVE. oh gawd. oh jeebus oh chu oh satanic meat beasts i pray to BUDDHA that you 're alive .
nosriusly . I mean.
I REALLY DO WORRY WHETHER OR NOT YOU ARE ALIVE. sriusly. i don't have any way of knowing if something happened to you.


I just want some sort of sign , okay ? Because i value you as a friend SO much .

You are so much more than words on a computer screen to me .

Please tell me something like your dad 's gone all psycho on you again , or you 're grounded , or busy with school , or that just shit 's going on and you don 't want to talk about it . if it 's something you don 't want to talk about , that 's cool. fine. great. i won 't act all freaky excited ftwwhereyoubeen if you ask me not to . we can just pretend neither of us ever left .

i won 't say anything to anyone if you contact me if you want . and i 'll take this down if you want . and i 'll say "harlequin who?" if you want . (whyyouwouldwantthatiwillneverknow) Whatever. point is , no matter how silly or ninja-like it is, i 'll do whatever the hell you want to bring you back .

i just want to know you 're okay . itotallymissyouplzplxpoleezzimmacry ;A;

okay . okay . i 'll just... shut up now . bye . </3